Ordinary Day

All of my life I've been a fool Breaking myself to follow your rules And I beat myself up, when I can't find the strength And I can't seem to change, the harder I think Let me get this straight Let me feel the weight of an ordinary day ‘Cause I've tried to heal this thing But you let me slip away When I run away just let me run And I take it too far by the time I am done And I understand I'm thick in the skull But I'm learning to love the sound of your call Let me get this straight Let me feel the weight of an ordinary day ‘Cause I've tried to heal this thing But you let me slip away I feel rejection and I up my defenses I look for healing in the human touch When will I learn to face the consequences Of trying to love you and failing so much I'm trying to love you and failing so much Let me get this straight Let me feel the weight of an ordinary day ‘Cause I've tried to heal this thing But you let me slip away Let me slip away, oooh Over and over and over again Biting the hand that's pulling me in Over and over and over again Believing the hand that's pulling me in