Gonna Be Alright

I see crazy when there ain't no crazy Sun's out but in my head its always rainy Forty-nine reasons to stay in bed Who said OCD is dead? And I been praying that the meds don't change me One time, two times, four times daily I haven't been around for ya lately I don't blame you if ya blame me Oh it's hard to explain how I'm feeling Until you've walked a couple miles in my shoes Oh a smile it can be so deceiving I'm hurting but I wear it well, so I just gotta tell myself It's Gonna Be Alright, Alright When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright Don't wanna make plans on the weekend In case I fall head first in the deep end Trust me, you don't want me around Scream and shout, cause a scene, tell me how ya like me now? I live and breathe what if's and maybe's, hate me's And come and rearrange me's I'm hard to love but I fall easy Oh it's hard to explain how I'm feeling Until you've walked a couple miles in my shoes Oh a smile it can be so deceiving I'm hurting but I wear it well, so I just gotta tell myself It's Gonna Be Alright, alright When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright When I think I can't make it through I tell myself I'm Gonna Be, Alright, alright When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright It's Gonna Be Alright, Alright When I'm black and I'm blue and I'm losing my mind Waiting for the sunlight, sunlight To tell me that I'm Gonna Be Alright