Monster

They made a monster out of me They put a shot in my back They did me to the count of three Cause I got some blood on my hands They made a monster out of me For every no that I ever heard, yeah, for every doubter that I ever met Tell 'em that I remember every word, yeah, I really wish that I could see they face, yeah That ain't the purpose that I wanna serve, yeah, I just really wanna tell em thanks, yeah For telling me I never get a turn, oh they For the exes that wanna see me fail, reckless until' I'm in a cell, sending texts like imma need me bail Well I guess this didn't pay em now, I want a guest list of the CD cells, right I don't even wanna kiss and tell but I been through hell and I know For my old friends they used to sit and laugh bout' all the dreams I used to say I had Never thought they face would have a split in half, see now I'm not around, never come around I'm too good that I forget to act that what I had to do once subtracted you once I did the math Every empty promise, empty dollars, every lie that was fallen after let's be honest Every plan that was put together just for karmas, I've been praying for the best regardless Telling God that I'm sleeping in vest pajamas Nightmares of me winning is the best of karmas They made a monster out of me They put a shot in my back They did me to the count of three Cause I got some blood on my hands They made a monster out of me For every time that I ever felt pain that I ever felt, life was a living hell Feel like I already failed, did no wanna one tell I would always sit and dwell about life, and how my back really looked for the knife How my scars really looked for the wife, I can't even tell the truth to the mic, just know Don't know who's who from the new school, but the comments on the YouTube Saying this dem do what you do, if I choose to with a lose-lose Cause my new views stopping new views and these loose screws give me new tools to make new rules, cause I know For the stands and the fans that been filling up the stands with a cam in they hands Leaving comments on the gram, telling me that I'm the man That keep sticking to the plan having made em feel alive while my head is in a jam Thinking bout the days when we started in the van Performing with the band but we never saw a bang goddamn, I don't think you wanna say Every empty promise, empty dollars every lie that was fallen after let's be honest Every plan that was put together just for karmas, I've been praying for the best regardless Telling God that I'm sleeping in vest pajamas, Nightmares of me winning is the best of karmas I know, I know They made a demon out of me Then they put a cross through my flesh They put a search out for me Cause I got some blood on my hands But they would see me when I'm coming I'll be laughing, why you running? Oh Oh, you won't see me when I'm coming I'll be that monster you've been wanting, oh no