Heavy Is As Heavy Does

Heavy are the branches Hanging from my fucked up family tree And heavy was my father A stoic man of pride and privacy And I don't care much for wishful thinking It's heavy as I breathe Because I don't believe in second chances It's heavy as I leave As prideful as a man he was Proud my father never was of me I did it for survival But I looked like the asshole anyway You ate up all my breadcrumbs Now I'm lost alone inside your cave Among six billion people I want the ones who never wanted me I'm not one for religion But I can't seem to ditch this imagery And I don't care much for wishful thinking It's heavy as I breathe Because I don't believe in second chances It's heavy as I leave And I don't care much for wishful thinking I can't breathe