Wild Again

I read the advice in your letter To see myself without a filter So tonight I have locked all my doors And I'm down on all fours Wild again The dawnlight is slowly approaching Eyes open to slow down the spinning I bet you'd be proud of me now Lost in my own house I can't find a way out I used to believe That shame only came on display To the others But I was wrong I'm here by myself and the feeling is strong I'm learning to split into portions The pain that comes sharp with the morning I take some with coffee and then I bring some back to bed And wait for a dream