Poison to Medicine

My brain can take only so much loss and pain, confusion conflict I hibernate to recharge my battery and I gain back my direction I'm not selfish but I need to find myself Lover I need some time alone even though I miss your touch Turn around crush the pill swallow it down Liquid chaser gonna reverse the frown I'm good at turning the poison to a medicine I'll allow myself the bitter taste now Addiction's not an option this time around I'm turning the poison to a medicine, my medicine My body breaks when it won't cooperate There's a reason here for all of this Stress is slowly taking control of me throughout the day Been here before days are feeling like a chore Face the mirror opposite of fear Preserving confidence one mind and body at the time And for my next trick, maybe I'll convince myself I'm not sick Turn around crush the pill swallow it down Liquid chaser gonna reverse the frown I'm good at turning the poison to a medicine I'll allow myself the bitter taste now Addiction's not an option this time around, no I'm good at turning the poison to a medicine Alive come alive Come alive Feels like you come alive Come alive Peel back to come alive Come alive, I'm gonna come alive I'm alive with my medicine I'm alive, poison to a medicine