Not Running Anymore

Bless me father I have sinned I'm not sure where to begin I won't name names or where I've been But I've been there and back again No Hail Marys will save me You learned to live with memories Here, slip this C-note up your sleeve Just stay inside until I leave I've been running, always running Never have both feet on the floor I've been running, always running Now I'm not running any more The hands of time may tick no more Let darkness fall upon this door No waves will wash up on this shore I won the fight but lost the war I've been running, always running Never had both feet on the floor And I've been running, always running Now I ain't running anymore There were roses I have loved Who've given or have given up I pushed your patience and my luck It wasn't love I didn't trust It wasn't you, or me, or us You've shouldered ifs, and ends, and buts It's that way okay, I've said too much But I've been running, always running Never had both feet on the floor I've been running, always running Now I ain't running anymore