Beneath the Bleeding

Beat me down until I'm nothing but blood and pulp Lay me to rest before I give in Kill me before I do it myself God never answered and never will Reap me of my soul and put me 6 feet under Leave my body cold Every bridge I built just collapsed in flames Every time I open my eyes I feel like painting the walls with my brains I feel like I'll paint the walls with my brains If I had any I'd use them to make up and reign supreme Now I'm left in agonizing pain This knife it calls to me Begging to see me bleed These habitual tragic thoughts They beg to see me bleed And as they get stronger So does my lust to bleed Oh God nothing would satisfy me better Than to see myself fucking bleed And I've spent my fucking life this way How I wish people feel the fucking same Beat me down until I'm nothing but blood and pulp Lay me to rest before I give in Kill me before I do it myself God never answered and never will Reap me of my soul and put me 6 feet under Leave my body cold Every bridge I built just collapsed in flames Every time I open my eyes I feel like I'll paint the walls with my brains I feel like I'll paint the walls with my brains Just hate the beginning I've thrown it all away