I Don't Know Why

Gloomy on sunny days Shadows no house or trees Prayers not close to me as I bow down and take a knee Hell goes far as the eye can see Hoodies and weaponry Naïve to being free Locked up, we chasing keys How ya eyes investigate us While we look up to entertainers, ball players, pistol bangers Big brothers, uncles, uncles Betrayed by a lot of homies, all my friendships stay on shuffle Huddles, steady find a plan, spread evil beyond the land As I clench down upon this trigger The burn fuckin' burn Every step to getting deeper Survival my main concern Marinating in Satan's sweat, take a sip of this holy water Hoping God still keep me blessed With a dark shield for my armor Promises man I promised None of them goals accomplished Promises man I promised To be loyal and honest Promises man I promised Lied on separate occasions Promises man I promised My promises is aging Hennessy what my system like Feeling like Superman I might crip tonight I bring loss to life A gruesome site Look who done got involved Its no different from wars, its kill or be called upon Feeling teary eyed, thinking I've gone too far Ask God for forgiveness, shit I doubt he heard me at all They say clean your hands before you eat, rest your sins with prayer But I've done did some things I don't think I could ever wash away